adrift

2 times today that i was told im not myself. that my mind seems to be wandering off somewhere. well, true that ive been thinking about a lot of things. but i guess its more on the fact that im tired. a mix of different things though. work-wise, im tired but im not complaining. its just a peak season once again and i'd really celebrate once this is over. and by celebration i mean, getting a spa, trying out a new place and good food and catch up with some friends. oh, plus laugh really hard. coz you see, its been a while...

tired in the sense that a thought keeps lingering over and over again inside. that despite my efforts of focusing on other things, giving attention to other thoughts; still, there's just this nagging feeling. resisting it has become tiring now. and doing something about it is still a huge question mark.

but over-all, no, im not really losing myself. I HOPE NOT! haha! i could use some time off though. that's why i cant wait for my quick trip back home. seeing them again, being pampered by them, laughing and telling stories - all these will make a whole lot of difference.

i just can't wait for may 8! :)